it's just that small, thing..but was all that i need.. and i got that..
and that, was more than enough to me.

just that.

all that i need.

*smiling*

i just realized.(or sebenarnya, aku mmg realize)

dah setahun aku keje kat sini.

and the same feeling yg aku rasa mcm ni masa aku mula2 masuk kerja.

sigh~

Remember,Ibtila.

To the one who sat next to me on that long bench that one fine day.
Who talked to me about the word Ibtila.
Whenever I think of that word.
I think of you.
I'm grateful that i have you in my life.
Thank you.
You save me.
I Love You.

(if they ask me another definition of love, i would say your name)

p/s: you do realize there are plenty of missed calls today kan? ;)

watak-watak

http://www.flickr.com/photos/fotoheart/2398405428/

aku manusia possesive.

sebab itu aku tak suka rapat dengan orang..
sebab bila ada apa2 jadi..
akhirnya..
aku yang berdarah.

aku manusia obeservent.
sebab itu aku suka fikir dan pandang..
sebab bila ada apa2 jadi..
akhirnya..
aku tetap berdiri sendiri.

aku manusia lalang.
sebab itu aku suka berdiam
sebab keputusan kadang2 aku buat bukanlah senang
akhirnya..
aku di tendang.

mungkin salah aku.
sebab aku memang macam ini.
tapi orang pun ada macam2 perangai.
tak ada pula aku nak banyak bunyi.

bukan salah mereka, hati & minda aku kata.
tapi apa nak buat, diam sajalah.

dengan cinta. aku lain.
dengan sahabat. aku lain.
dengan keluarga. aku lain.

jadi siapa aku?
ini aku.

penat bermain watak?
kadang-kadang ya.
tapi aku tak kisah.
tak ada masalah, itu yang aku kisah

mungkin salah aku.
sebab aku memang macam ini.
tapi orang pun ada macam2 perangai.
tak ada pula aku nak banyak bunyi.

bukan salah mereka, hati & minda aku kata.
tapi apa nak buat, diam sajalah.

aku manusia possesive, aku manusia observent, aku manusia lalang.
kalau aku jadi aku, kau boleh terima aku tanpa rasa bengang?
macam mana aku terima kau orang?

shh, i have a secret..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/studiosmith/3132012358/

too often,
people may see me as someone they think they can easily read on..
that nothing is too personal for me to keep..
that i might just reveal the world about everything..

they are wrong..
they are so wrong..
they are deadly wrong..

if you know me long enough..
you will know that what i show you here..what i let you see now..
it's actually nothing...

its like playing illusion on people's eye and mind..
because they only want to see what they want to see...

so what's the use of showing them the real thing?
when at the end of the day, they would just condemn it?
are you up to it? to something that you're not ready for?

am i being hypocrite?
maybe. but admit it.
we all have it .. there's a hypocrisy inside of us.. we are all being hypocrite to people and most of the time to ourselves.. living in denial.
just another way of surviving in this world they say..

it took them years to understand me..
it made him raced against the time to understand me..
it'll take me forever to understand the people that i love..

why?

it is only because i let them see, the real me.

and they let me see..the real them..

so what makes you think that you really know me or people around you?
do you actually let them see you the real you?
do they actually allow you to see the real them?

the answer is ...
well, you decide.

dream..

i had different dreams each night...

and all of them have different storyline..but the message is still the same..

at the end of the dream,..i would still see that person standing infront of me..

what does it mean..?

Hilang

Hilang

Satu hari aku mencari

Keabadian, jawapan pasti

Berlari aku berlari

Mencari akan dirimu ..

Kau hadir bagaikan mimpi

Dan kau pergi tak ku sedari

Oh..Berlari… aku berlari

Ku mencari.. aku mencari tapi

Kau hilang….

Ohh..kau hilang…

Aku menuggu, engkau di sana..

Menanti aku ke akhir masa..

Di awan biru , kita berjanji

Di atas bintang kita menari

Di padang itu , aku terus menanti

Hadirnya engkau yg ku cintai

Mengapa oh kenapa

Engkau pergi, tanpa ku rela

Ke mana engkau, oh di mana

Seorang diri pergi kau kembara.

dan

Kau hilang….

Ohh..kau hilang…

Aku menuggu, engkau di sana..

Menanti aku ke akhir masa..

Engkau hilang…

Kau hilang..

Kau hilang..

Aku hilang..

Di situ…

(was inspired to write this song after watching the time traveler's wife )


approved by loved ones. lol =D