it's just that small, thing..but was all that i need.. and i got that..
and that, was more than enough to me.
just that.
all that i need.
*smiling*
Thursday, November 26, 2009
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
i just realized.(or sebenarnya, aku mmg realize)
dah setahun aku keje kat sini.
and the same feeling yg aku rasa mcm ni masa aku mula2 masuk kerja.
sigh~
Posted by .:nani:. at 2:14 PM 0 comments
Remember,Ibtila.
Who talked to me about the word Ibtila.
Whenever I think of that word.
I think of you.
I'm grateful that i have you in my life.
Thank you.
You save me.
I Love You.
(if they ask me another definition of love, i would say your name)
Posted by .:nani:. at 4:46 AM 1 comments
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
watak-watak
sebab bila ada apa2 jadi..
akhirnya..
aku yang berdarah.
aku manusia obeservent.
sebab itu aku suka fikir dan pandang..
sebab bila ada apa2 jadi..
akhirnya..
aku tetap berdiri sendiri.
aku manusia lalang.
sebab itu aku suka berdiam
sebab keputusan kadang2 aku buat bukanlah senang
akhirnya..
aku di tendang.
mungkin salah aku.
sebab aku memang macam ini.
tapi orang pun ada macam2 perangai.
tak ada pula aku nak banyak bunyi.
bukan salah mereka, hati & minda aku kata.
tapi apa nak buat, diam sajalah.
dengan cinta. aku lain.
dengan sahabat. aku lain.
dengan keluarga. aku lain.
jadi siapa aku?
ini aku.
penat bermain watak?
kadang-kadang ya.
tapi aku tak kisah.
tak ada masalah, itu yang aku kisah
mungkin salah aku.
sebab aku memang macam ini.
tapi orang pun ada macam2 perangai.
tak ada pula aku nak banyak bunyi.
bukan salah mereka, hati & minda aku kata.
tapi apa nak buat, diam sajalah.
aku manusia possesive, aku manusia observent, aku manusia lalang.
kalau aku jadi aku, kau boleh terima aku tanpa rasa bengang?
macam mana aku terima kau orang?
Posted by .:nani:. at 6:06 PM 0 comments
Sunday, November 15, 2009
shh, i have a secret..
too often,
people may see me as someone they think they can easily read on..
that nothing is too personal for me to keep..
that i might just reveal the world about everything..
they are wrong..
they are so wrong..
they are deadly wrong..
if you know me long enough..
you will know that what i show you here..what i let you see now..
it's actually nothing...
its like playing illusion on people's eye and mind..
because they only want to see what they want to see...
so what's the use of showing them the real thing?
when at the end of the day, they would just condemn it?
are you up to it? to something that you're not ready for?
am i being hypocrite?
maybe. but admit it.
we all have it .. there's a hypocrisy inside of us.. we are all being hypocrite to people and most of the time to ourselves.. living in denial.
just another way of surviving in this world they say..
it took them years to understand me..
it made him raced against the time to understand me..
it'll take me forever to understand the people that i love..
why?
do you actually let them see you the real you?
do they actually allow you to see the real them?
the answer is ...
well, you decide.
Posted by .:nani:. at 10:01 PM 1 comments
Saturday, November 14, 2009
dream..
i had different dreams each night...
and all of them have different storyline..but the message is still the same..
at the end of the dream,..i would still see that person standing infront of me..
what does it mean..?
Posted by .:nani:. at 9:34 PM 0 comments
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Hilang
Hilang
Satu hari aku mencari
Keabadian, jawapan pasti
Berlari aku berlari
Mencari akan dirimu ..
Kau hadir bagaikan mimpi
Dan kau pergi tak ku sedari
Oh..Berlari… aku berlari
Ku mencari.. aku mencari tapi
Kau hilang….
Ohh..kau hilang…
Aku menuggu, engkau di
Menanti aku ke akhir masa..
Di awan biru , kita berjanji
Di atas bintang kita menari
Di
Hadirnya engkau yg ku cintai
Mengapa oh kenapa
Engkau pergi, tanpa ku rela
Ke mana engkau, oh di mana
Seorang diri pergi kau kembara.
dan
Kau hilang….
Ohh..kau hilang…
Aku menuggu, engkau di
Menanti aku ke akhir masa..
Engkau hilang…
Kau hilang..
Kau hilang..
Aku hilang..
Di situ…
approved by loved ones. lol =D
Posted by .:nani:. at 4:54 PM 1 comments








