It's real..

Are you for real
like how i feel
can we share a love
to last forever
and if so
let me know

Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Baby you told me that you loved me and you'd never leave my side
to the bitter end, through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasn't goin anywhere
baby keep it real, let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you made me feel, everytime that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did, too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along, and showed me happiness
baby you are the best, i think you're different from the rest
And I really love ya

Tell me its real
this feeling that i feel
tell me its real
for you're love
I would do anything

Tell me its real
the feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you gotta)
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Tell me its real
(do you really love me)
the feelin that we feel
(do you really care)
tell me that its real
(you promised that you'd never leave my side)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
(you promised that you'd always be there)
Try, is all we have to do
(is all we have to do)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Tell me its real
(i'll be there for you)
the feelin that we feel
(you be there for me, sweetheart)
tell me that its real
(i thought that we were meant to be, for eternity, thought you loved me baby)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
(mama told me told me so, boy you just don't know, anything about love)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
(and you and i were meant to be, and you would know, i was sure by the end of this song)


shmily

questions?

sejak dua menjak ni..rasanye ramai sangat mengajukan soalan2 yang bernas lagi bijak sampai saya sendiri tak tau nak jawab macam mana.. ada kata say cuma bagi alasan..tapi apa perlu saya buktikan supaya orang2 yang bertanya, orang2 yang memerhati aku sekarang ini faham.. apa yang mereka lihat..apa yang mereka dengar adalah saya..saya yang sebenarnya sekarang ni..antara soalan2 nye ..

soalan satu :
Nani, asal sekarang ni you dah tak datang hang out dengan we all lagi?

jawapan saya:
bukan nya saya tak suka berkawan dengan kamu semua, tapi saya dapat merasakan yang saya perlu berpura2 kalau saya hendak bersama dengan kumpulan kamu..saya rasa tak perlu la saya jelaskan kenapa di sini because u know it urself.. u dont allow me to be myself..so how can i?

soalan dua:
Nani, kenapa lately you senang judge/bias kat orang ni?

jawapan saya :
ramai yang bertanye kan soalan sebegini.first n foremost i m really sorry kalau2 sejak dua ni ramai yang terasa hati dengan sikap saya ini. its not that i want to be cynical or mentally bias towards anything. saya sedar lately saya suka bercakap pedas dengan kawan2 dan tak fikir langsung dengan perasaan kamu semua. tapi hati saya sudah
diletakkan dalam mode ini supaya saya tidak rasa sakit atau rasa apa2 lagi. bak kata kanye west, heartless.

soalan tiga:
Nani, kenapa u still kat sini?

jawapan saya:
because i want to be here.

soalan empat:
Nani, sampai bila?

Jawapan saya:
itu saya tak ada jawapannya..
selagi Tuhan izinkan , insyaaallah.

A story sadder than sadness..

min : 1.36

That's not anyone else..
shmily

rumah tepi tasik.

Alex: How's your sunset?
Kate: It's perfect.
Alex: I only wish you were here to share it with me..

Alex: Pick a place. I'll be there, I promise..

Kate: One man I can never meet. Him, I would like to give my whole heart to.

(The Lake House)


*delusional*day dreaming*whatever you want to call it*

my only thoughts are thoughts..

SHMILY...

dear God, the only thing i ask of you..

I received an unexpected msg last nite..i was speechless.. i dont know what to say..i could only pray and wish it wasnt true

Dear God,
ive already lost one person that i really loved..and it hurts..really hurts a lot..so please God, please dont take another one away from me..i just couldn't take another heartbreak..she's gone through so much..she deserves a happy ending in her life.. ;(

i know, there's a reason behind all this..but please..

Dear Life,

Kehadapan life yang sentiasa ceria bak sang suria di awal pagi tanpa hujan,.

Do me a favour will you? can u pls be extra nice to me today? or at least..for one week only?

Byk sangat la bende yang awak nak campak kat saya dalam satu masa.. kasik hold satu dua bende dulu boleh tak? tangan ada dua,dh capek tande kertas, kaki ada dua,dh tak larat berlari2 dh, otak ada satu, tgh brain freeze..hati ada satu je, tu pun dh separuh fungsi.. badan pun ada satu, kecik plak tuh.. kalau ada mesin yg boleh multiple badan mesti dah senang..

but thats the thing, kehidupan memang memenatkan..kalau tak penat maka mati la jawabnya.. kan? jadi kene lalui semua nya kan? i dont mind. i can take it..

tapi life..

tolong explain sekarang .. apasal ada je orang yg tak mahu hadap apa yang dia lalui..tapi lebey suke campak kat orang lain supaya die terlepas dari sume beban?

mahu contoh? banyak sangat la.. byk sangat orang yang buat macam tuh..lepas tangan. tahu lari lari dr problem dan passing passing tendang kat orang lain.. spt kerja yang patut orang lain buat, atau bahagian yang dia tak patut involve dalam moderation ke..last2 kene hamun secara free of charge..sebab tak tau nak buat ape dah...ur asking things that i dont know..how am i suppose to know about other ppl's job ? and then pagi2 buta dah call maki2 hamun...orang tua kata kan, tak elok marah pagi2 buta..rezeki tak masuk umah..i tot we're suppose to find solution to fit both party. not only one side..u keep on pointing tat wat ur doin now its right and best for both side..it was purely ur own decision, not the whole team!....tapi apa nak buat.. sabar je la..

dan otak dan hati di pukul2 mcm bola besbol berulang kali..

i just wanna go back and check on my little brother right now.

so please life, be nice to me.. at least for a day.
Thank you.
sincerely,
nani syafrina bt mohd farmy.