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HELOOOOOOOOOOOO

i know i know i know...
it's been more than a month since i last blog.. my apology to my frens n readers for the long absence.. i havent been myself and depression has taken over the entire system of my physical and emotional state.. but IM BACK.. and yes, i will try to write more than before ;)

for start..
I am now a brand new single career woman.. constantly my housemate, Hani would remind me this day by day.. (Tenkiu hani for being there for me. and Yes, to Pancakes ..spiritually..lol) .. I must admit.. i was surprise with myself that i am doing fine quickly (Thank you Allah) ..prolly this is wat Jehan had felt back then .. i do miss it sometimes ..and the person too..and i sometimes wish things were back to way it was before.. but i know Allah has a better plan for the both of us. i dont feel angry or upset anymore.. im just happy now.. although sometimes people may think that thru my actions, i do act as if i wanna get even with the situation..actually i dont.. i learn to forgive myself, and the other person.. im just living my life now..so no hard feelings ok..

So i guess Thank u and have a nice day would be enough?

Moving on,
psss.. did i tell u. i met Ms.X's crush frm uni ##.. again? (not jehan tau!) ..he was the centre of attention back then, and girls seems to be drooling over him (ye kot)..but i know not me...as far as i can remmber..the last time i saw him ..was when i was with Jehan,Kazem n Vie at the pyramid..he was walking with a girl (gf kot) which was yearssss ago.. i do admit.. he's getting fairer and smarter, well dress .. good looking too ..hahahahahha .. ye la ... dah kata dulu sportsman. .gelap..lol..so he was eating alone that nite , and i was with my students at the food court while waiting for our movie to start. . He looked at me and i think la .. surprised to me kot..because i was surprised to see him there..what a small world..lol..later we had a short chat and at the end of the conversation.. he said ;

"its good to see an old face again..reminds u of ur younger years..good times..less worries"

True. i think i know what he meant. although its only been 7 months since i graduated frm my studies.. my heart yearns for those times again.. adeh.. although i never talked to him before. but having that short conversation with him really lights up my nite. I miss my pancakes, my rotan gajah mates n my coursemates.. I miss my zaman belaja! ; (

What else...

oh, two of my best friends are officially married! Vie and Mai... come to think of it.. they always said they are the last among us to get married..tup tup ..they are the first to go..

ohh, Habib Jewels is having a BIG SALE on ALL JEWELLERIES..aaaaaaa ..half price half price.. sape sape nak kawin pegi la beli kat Alamanda Putrajaya yek ;)

Esok kene ganti kelas 9am-12pm
then test 12.15 pm

ohhh, My appetite has finally come back home after a month++ mehilangkan diri..tenkiu selera makan for coming back to me.. the opening? none other ani sup utara!! (tenkiu hani n kak nana sebb blanja makan)

okeh, enough for today, esok2 i talk about vie n mai's wedding okay? and maybe pasal kak fynn? hehehehheh

=)